A bad mood...

Somehow I get a feeling, why did I always choose a wrong choice of my lifetime? This is just so unfair for me to suffer by myself. I always think it's better than I don't have to be born in this world... Slowly as the time goes by... I realized that I couldn't take anymore hardships with me. It is just a torture to me. I hate it when I am been compared to someone even better than me.