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- Yumi Yu
- ✩ The person who you are meeting surely won't let you have any lonely feelings. ✩
Monday, 18 August 2014
A bad mood...
Somehow I get a feeling, why did I always choose a wrong choice of my lifetime? This is just so unfair for me to suffer by myself. I always think it's better than I don't have to be born in this world... Slowly as the time goes by... I realized that I couldn't take anymore hardships with me. It is just a torture to me. I hate it when I am been compared to someone even better than me.
Monday, 27 January 2014
Pain
PAIN PAIN PAIN P A I N!!! GAH!!!
I'm in pain right now!!! Suffering from Hidradenitis Suppurativa since last year. Don't know what is that right? Well, only 1% of the human population at this world are suffering from it. So, it is understandable that it is quite rare when you heard about it.
Definition: Hidradenitis suppurativa is a chronic skin condition that features pea-sized to marble-sized lumps under the skin. Also known as acne inversa, these deep-seated lumps typically develop where skin rubs together — such as the armpits, groin, between the buttocks and under the breasts.
Cause: Hidradenitis suppurativa develops when hair follicles become blocked and inflamed. It's not known why this blockage occurs, but a number of factors — including hormones, genetics, cigarette smoking and excess weight — may all play a role.
In the end, I went to see a doctor for help and explanation and guess what the doctor said to me?
Me: Is there any cure for HS?
Doctor: Sorry, I couldn't help you because currently there is no permanent cure for HS.
Me: *A BOMB EXPLODED in my head*
I mean it like WTH!!! I gonna live with it for the rest of my life! But luckily I get some advice from HS sufferers since after joining the support group. It helps but couldn't cure it. Even though, the lumps are cleared from my skin, it doesn't mean that I'm cured as it just a remission because it might come back again. Therefore, I need helps from my parents to look after at my diets. I been told that my diets are important to keep it from coming back again.
There goes part of my life... Sigh...
I'm in pain right now!!! Suffering from Hidradenitis Suppurativa since last year. Don't know what is that right? Well, only 1% of the human population at this world are suffering from it. So, it is understandable that it is quite rare when you heard about it.
Definition: Hidradenitis suppurativa is a chronic skin condition that features pea-sized to marble-sized lumps under the skin. Also known as acne inversa, these deep-seated lumps typically develop where skin rubs together — such as the armpits, groin, between the buttocks and under the breasts.
Cause: Hidradenitis suppurativa develops when hair follicles become blocked and inflamed. It's not known why this blockage occurs, but a number of factors — including hormones, genetics, cigarette smoking and excess weight — may all play a role.
In the end, I went to see a doctor for help and explanation and guess what the doctor said to me?
Me: Is there any cure for HS?
Doctor: Sorry, I couldn't help you because currently there is no permanent cure for HS.
Me: *A BOMB EXPLODED in my head*
I mean it like WTH!!! I gonna live with it for the rest of my life! But luckily I get some advice from HS sufferers since after joining the support group. It helps but couldn't cure it. Even though, the lumps are cleared from my skin, it doesn't mean that I'm cured as it just a remission because it might come back again. Therefore, I need helps from my parents to look after at my diets. I been told that my diets are important to keep it from coming back again.
There goes part of my life... Sigh...
Friday, 27 December 2013
Soon to be the end of 2013
What does this mean to you?
As for me, it has been a great year. Starting college, meeting new friends, learning new things, overcome challenge and so on.
I never regret my 1 year of life. Each year in my life is important to me. Why? Because each year brings emotions to me. Happiness. Sadness. Lost. Depression. Emptiness. Without these feeling, I won't be able to feel as a human being. These emotion are what I have to fill me up, prepare me for the next journey, overcome my fear, and the most important is don't forget who I am even though I am changing.
Even though, I had lost someone, my godfather, who taught me the value of life. He will always be in my heart forever. I'll always remember the word, he planted in me.
"A life is just like a baby been born into the world. A baby, who is fighting to live in the hardship for the sake of the future generation that he/she might bring into the world."
Therefore, each and every life is important. It is our duty to protect our life, to value them. So, this is my meaning of being a human.
As for me, it has been a great year. Starting college, meeting new friends, learning new things, overcome challenge and so on.
I never regret my 1 year of life. Each year in my life is important to me. Why? Because each year brings emotions to me. Happiness. Sadness. Lost. Depression. Emptiness. Without these feeling, I won't be able to feel as a human being. These emotion are what I have to fill me up, prepare me for the next journey, overcome my fear, and the most important is don't forget who I am even though I am changing.
Even though, I had lost someone, my godfather, who taught me the value of life. He will always be in my heart forever. I'll always remember the word, he planted in me.
"A life is just like a baby been born into the world. A baby, who is fighting to live in the hardship for the sake of the future generation that he/she might bring into the world."
Therefore, each and every life is important. It is our duty to protect our life, to value them. So, this is my meaning of being a human.
My Quotes
There is nothing special about me,
nor have a talent on everything I do in my life.
The most important is about being myself.
Be who I am by living in this world full of hardship...
By: YumiYu aka Janice
SAYONARA!
nor have a talent on everything I do in my life.
The most important is about being myself.
Be who I am by living in this world full of hardship...
By: YumiYu aka Janice
SAYONARA!
Wednesday, 25 September 2013
What's wrong with me?
This is pretty strange... Lets see...
I knew that i had been falling asleep the whole time since i'm 13 years old and until now so this makes it already +5 years. I have been easily fall asleep during classes or whatever i had been doing in my daily life activities.
Is this some case of lack of sleep or lack of blood? I already knew that i have a low volume of blood than normal people do have.
But this dizziness and sleepiness is driving me crazy! I cant concentrate during classes or my activities.
Even, my friends are worried me having some health problem and asked me to go see doctor. For me, i just think that i'm normal just like everyone else. I dont think that this problem could be a problematic for me...
But still, i'm worried for myself thinking that i might be having a health problem. Sometimes i think that maybe my blood dont flow well into my brain so this what happened, but it felt weird...
Even if i tell my parents about this problem, they will tell me to sleep early cause of lack of sleep. I don't think that this is a case of lack of sleep. If I sleep for more than 8 hours, I still easily fall asleep during classes...
So, WHAT IS EXACTLY WRONG WITH ME?!
I knew that i had been falling asleep the whole time since i'm 13 years old and until now so this makes it already +5 years. I have been easily fall asleep during classes or whatever i had been doing in my daily life activities.
Is this some case of lack of sleep or lack of blood? I already knew that i have a low volume of blood than normal people do have.
But this dizziness and sleepiness is driving me crazy! I cant concentrate during classes or my activities.
Even, my friends are worried me having some health problem and asked me to go see doctor. For me, i just think that i'm normal just like everyone else. I dont think that this problem could be a problematic for me...
But still, i'm worried for myself thinking that i might be having a health problem. Sometimes i think that maybe my blood dont flow well into my brain so this what happened, but it felt weird...
Even if i tell my parents about this problem, they will tell me to sleep early cause of lack of sleep. I don't think that this is a case of lack of sleep. If I sleep for more than 8 hours, I still easily fall asleep during classes...
So, WHAT IS EXACTLY WRONG WITH ME?!
Monday, 24 June 2013
Charity Run @ Sunway Lagoon
Hi everyone! So this is my 2nd post! Very busy at college with activity...
Recently, i had just an outdoor activity at Sunway Lagoon on 23/6. Well, i participated in a run called Kenny Rogers ROASTERS Chicken Run'13 for Charity. Have a fun moment with my friends and lecturers. It's a worthy moment even though the weather is hazy nowadays (>_<) in which i might end up with a sore throat and running nose... Plus a tons of muscle pain from the running... (Q-Q)
After the run, we went inside the Sunway Lagoon theme park since we got the Sunway Lagoon Entrance Ticket #yipee and Kenny's Quarter Meal Voucher (we plan to eat our lunch at KRR but since it's packed we postponed to eat next time using the voucher) for joining this run. =)
First, we went inside the Scream Park (a haunted house) which last for 35 minutes. I screamed the hell out of me #AHHH! and end up having a panic attack later... T^T There is a 'Rumah 3DX' inside of the ScreamPark as I was amazed by its 3D art (plus the ghost hiding beside the art) which could gave me a heart attack from shocking me. #imao (=-=") I was like "OMG! ****ing ghost!" Too much of usage of foul language inside the ScreamPark. #teehee
After all those screaming, we went to have our lunch break at Subway. #ohm nom nom nom
Recently, i had just an outdoor activity at Sunway Lagoon on 23/6. Well, i participated in a run called Kenny Rogers ROASTERS Chicken Run'13 for Charity. Have a fun moment with my friends and lecturers. It's a worthy moment even though the weather is hazy nowadays (>_<) in which i might end up with a sore throat and running nose... Plus a tons of muscle pain from the running... (Q-Q)
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| My RCR number. |
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| A group picture with my college friends and my GBT lecturer after the run. |
After the run, we went inside the Sunway Lagoon theme park since we got the Sunway Lagoon Entrance Ticket #yipee and Kenny's Quarter Meal Voucher (we plan to eat our lunch at KRR but since it's packed we postponed to eat next time using the voucher) for joining this run. =)
First, we went inside the Scream Park (a haunted house) which last for 35 minutes. I screamed the hell out of me #AHHH! and end up having a panic attack later... T^T There is a 'Rumah 3DX' inside of the ScreamPark as I was amazed by its 3D art (plus the ghost hiding beside the art) which could gave me a heart attack from shocking me. #imao (=-=") I was like "OMG! ****ing ghost!" Too much of usage of foul language inside the ScreamPark. #teehee
After all those screaming, we went to have our lunch break at Subway. #ohm nom nom nom
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| Wrap(ham + chicken + lettuce + tomato + red onion + pickles + BBQ + chili) and Cola. RM19.70 T^T my $$ |
After filling up our hungry stomach, we went to the Wildlife Park. So many species of animal i hardly able to see. I also saw many cute animals. (>-<)
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| KAWAI ne! # Zzz |
We went to the Amusement Park. My friends and lecturer are pretty brave to have a ride on the Pirate Revenge - Malaysia first 360-degree Rotating Pirate Ship. I just look at them (Q-Q) not brave enough to go the ride.
Later, we have a walk on the 428 metres long Worlds Longest Pedestrian Suspension Bridge. I end up becoming jelly after the walk #haha have phobia of height. Still i managed to complete the 428 metres walk from one end to another end. #fuyo
After the LONG walk, we went to the Extreme Park. My friends and lecturer went for the Go-Kart. But i didn't went for it because i will need to pay RM20 for single-seat. So instead of going for the Go-Kart, I went to the Archery Target Shooting which is FREE. =) #hoho
Result of my archery:
1st round -> 1 black, 2 blue and 2 red. Very happy with the result. #yeah! xD
2nd round -> 2 black, 2 white and 1 red. Well during 2nd round, my arm aches and my head is in pain from tiredness... #awww
At last, here comes to Water Park! I didn't went for the playing in the water park as i'm pretty drained... I just watch my friends and lecturer playing in the pool. They are enjoying flip people up and drop them in the pool! #haha After watching them, I had my short nap which lasted for 20 minutes. They all come back up after 30 minutes of playing and flipping. In end, they all end up feeling tired... I was like laughing on their tired face! #haha
Around 4.30pm, we went to Sunway Piramid to have our dinner. You might think it is a bit early to have dinner, no choice because after playing in the water we are all hungry! #haha Our first choice was to eat Kenny Rogers ROASTERS Chicken since we got the voucher... So why not use it up? But this chance was destroyed because the place is full... No choice... We split and end up eating at Pizza Hut! My very 1st pizza in this year! #HAHA
After awhile, we went back to college and split to our own way to house/apartment... Everybody in the car is half-asleep also including me... I slept like a log! xD
*Can't wait to have 3rd trip to Sunway Lagoon or Sunway Piramid... Still wanted to go Sunway Piramid... I want to ice skating on the rink... and that will be my first try in my life!
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